What a Freaking Day!

If my mortgage company screws up one more time, I am going to get an attorney. I tried to call my assistance specialist three times since yesterday afternoon because I need to re-fax some documents to him. Guess what? He still has not called me back. I called tonight and got the run around, again. I did speak to someone that gave me a fax number. I will be calling first thing tomorrow morning to speak with Mr. assistance specialist.

I went to work today. However, I ended up coming home because Hubby couldn’t get out of bed to take the kids to school or take care of #4 all day. When I explained this to my boss I explained that yesterday’s PCE was a six hour appointment of someone telling him to do all the things his doctor has spent the last two months telling him not to do. Luckily, my employer has a very lenient attendance policy.

It was nice because after I took the kids to school, I sat in the recliner and watched a little TV with #4. Then, we both laid down for a nap. I slept for about an hour and then watched a little TV in peace and quiet.

Hubby slept until like 1:30 and then as soon as he got up, he was complaining. Seriously???

As much as I am dreading this Group Dynamics class, I am looking forward to going to school and work tomorrow. I love my children and my husband, but I do not want to be a SAHM. I could not handle it.

My mom was in town today to take my brothers to the dentist. I told her that #1 had a volleyball game. Do you think she could have shown up to the game? No, apparently she is too good for that. Seriously???

I guess if I am going to properly function tomorrow, I need to head to bed. Oh, but first I need to do laundry. Good night Dear Readers!


Summer Break has Begun

Today was the last day of the 2010-2011 school year. Tonight was the first family movie night that we have had for awhile. It was very nice.

I love my children. I also love them being at school. When they are at home, I never think that I am doing enough for them. I am going to institute an hour to an hour and a half of educational activities every week day this summer. I know that it is not likely to happen every day, but I am going to try. Two teachers sent home stuff to be worked on. One teacher told me what needs to be worked on.

I am excited to spend a nice summer with my family. We are going to be able to put some money away and move into a house that we can all fit into. We just have to find that one landlord that is understanding and will give us a chance.

Here’s to a summer of hope.

The Reality Check Has Bounced

He still thinks we can save the house. Is he stupid? There is nothing we can do. There is no where else to turn.

The next time I hear someone complain about their finances or their job, I am going to scream. I am losing my house and I have to sit here and listen to you complain that you don’t know where your almost $8000 a month salary goes? I am trying to get a business off the ground because I couldn’t find a job and I have to listen to you complain that you only got 5% back from your 10% pay cut? Really?!? Just quit complaining. At least your bills are paid. At least you don’t have to explain to your kids why you have to move. What am I going to do?? All I feel like doing is crying. All the time. Oh and screaming. It’s not helping. Now I have a headache too.

The sky is falling…

As if things couldn’t get any worse, we got a notice of default taped to our house today. Unfortunately, it was my inlaws that drove by and told me there was papers taped to the house. “Looks like you’re getting evicted.” Little did she know, that is exactly what it was. I have 30 days to come up with almost $8,000. I can come up with $4500 for sure. Hopefully that will appease them for now.

I feel comfortable sharing this with you because there is only one person that knows my true identity and she promised not to say anything or criticize me for what she reads. God bless her for that silence.

I know all the criticisms that could come from this post. Trust me, I have already said them to myself.

My prayer for tonight:
Dear God,
Please watch over my family and me during this rough time. Help us to come up with a plan to keep our home. I do not want to lose my home.
Please, Lord, help our business take off so that we can make it.
Please grant my son the peace he needs to get through life and us the peace and guidance to give him what he needs. Amen