Alone. That’s what I feel. Once again the drama of my reality has pushed Alex away. No one understands.
I have two choices really.
1. Deal with it
2. Walk away
I can’t really walk away from my kids. I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I am wondering why I even have an attorney. He doesn’t listen to me. There is a reason I say the things I do. I ask for motions for a reason. I’m trying to protect my kids. Why does it have to be so hard.
I love my kids, but I wish I had never met KD. I would rather the kids have never been born than for them to have to go through this.