Feeling very much like a failure today. I am failing my kids. I am horrible at this and I don’t know how to fix it.
#1 is on academic probation (1.6 GPA). #3 is on behavioral probation. #2 is a jerk.
I need to make changes. I know that. I just don’t know how. I need to start laying down the law and stick to my guns.
Still feeling off. Started my antidepressant again. Food doesn’t even taste good. Tried to eat lunch, but didn’t eat much.
Alex is right. I’m a push over when it comes to my kids and I need to stop.