Went in to see my individual counselor today. We talked about this weekend, the marriage counselor, and how Hubby and I met. She asked me if I want my marriage to work out. I told her that I do to a certain extent, but I think after the things that have happened and been said over the last few weeks I am not sure that there is any way that it can. Right now, I really just want to know my kids are safe and I will have them. I am trying to figure out what is the best for me and my kids.
My counselor suggested that I keep documentation of everything, especially the times he says he is leaving. Alex wants me to talk to a few attorneys to try and find one that will work with me pro bono or very cheap. I was hoping that we could agree on how it would work, but I now know that it will not happen that way.
I feel locked up in this house. I do not have school until the Thursday after Thanksgiving. I do not have another counseling appointment until the Wednesday after Thanksgiving. That leaves me with Hubby all day every day. I am trying to just keep my mouth shut so that it will keep the fighting to a minimum.
Today has been fairly uneventful.