Going to see a counselor today. Going try two different marriage counselors this week. Hubby knows I’m not happy. We have been fighting since Friday. He told me that if I divorce him, he will make sure he gets 50% and if one has to be guardian it will be him. If he has to, he will drag all of our friends and family into court to tell how much I have worked. What I didn’t tell him was that I’ll pull the CPS case. The court will be pulling a background check and see his 4th degree assault. He wants to play dirty, I’ll play dirty.
I am now on a leave of absence from work for 60 days to try to get my world straightened out and be here to take care of my kids because Hubby is not. I am trying to see it as an opportunity to work on potty training #4.
My doctor did put me on Wellbutrin for my depression. I’ll keep you posted.
Mom in Reality 
That’s wonderful that you can take a leave of absence! I’m glad you will have some time to focus on you and “try to get my world straightened out”. Love that idea!
Thank you for your words of encouragement!!